Wednesday, August 29, 2007
So...I was at work...unpacking the modelling kits and guess what I found!!??
4 different kinds of modelling kits of Valentino Rossi's bikes!! w00t!! so, I told my boss I'd like to buy them, but haven't got the money yet...so he told me to take them home and pay him later...yipppie!! that was sooo cool! So right after dinner I sat down like a little kid at Christmas and started unpacking them and putting them together. All went very smoothly except for the big one. There are some mistakes, parts don't fit properly, screws get loose real fast etc etc, so I am taking it back to the shop tomorrow and tell my boss. Rather me having this trouble with it than actual customers.
Anyhoo..the 3 little ones are already in my room on the shelf next to the small one I have that looks like the big one in the picture.
I am soooooooooo happy with them!! just thought I'd share it ;)
Monday, August 27, 2007
|You are 80% Capricorn|
nope you liars :P I am 100% Capi :P
|I Believe In a Thing Called Love by The Darkness|
"I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everythin' is A.OK!"
You played it cheesy and campy in 2004, but you know how to rock out.
So true!! hahaha I still love Blogthings heehee! SWEET!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
...and I am close to the edge!
God! Who invented guys anyway!!
They say they're gonna call you, but obviously they don't, not even when you send them a text to remember they said they were gonna call you.
But more imortantly...who ever made us women into what we are!!! Why the FUCK am I waiting for a bloody guy to give me a ring, when I know deep down inside he isn't going to call anyway....why am I having trouble getting to sleep because of the very same fact!!
I don't know who invented us women, but he must have been fucking high on drugs when he did so! Makes our body strong enough to get through childbirth...but meanwhile adds this plug-in that she can't sleep over a guy...DUDE YOU MESSED UP, LAY OFF THE DRUGS!!
But anyway, ofcours he also had to add a plug-in which makes you think more and more and more and more about the stupidest things right before you fall asleep, which, ofcourse, makes you even more fucked up before bedtime...I think I have been lying awake for like 3 hours before I could finally get some sleep, waking up early again....naturally.
In the end I decided to text a male friend of mine, of whom I KNOW he will text me back (even if it's a couple of hours after I sent the text). Well, must say that I felt much better after I texted him and finally fell asleep. Like, around 4am I woke up again and saw that my friend had texted me back...he is on holiday and is really enjoying himself...I am really happy for him, because where he is, is one of the nicest places in the world!
Meh....I feel like such an idiot and like I am making a fool of myself. Sometimes I just want to hide away for like a week or so to see if people would even miss me.
*Turn off cellphone
*Keep laptop turned off
*Don't check email
hmm, who knows I might just do that and see if I can find the life I thought I had...because at the moment it doesn't feel like I have a life...
***NOTE TO SELF***
Get a life...quick!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
|You are a Great Girlfriend|
|Your Passion is Pink!|
You're the type of woman that would never get described as passionate...
Oh but you can be passionate at times - you just don't let it show.
Your passion most shows through in your sweet and optimistic attitude.
And chances are, most people are very passionate about you!
Monday, August 20, 2007
How come you can feel full of energy one day and then so bloody tired the next?
I did shit this weekend..nothing at all, had all the time I needed to relax an do nice stuff. I took that chance and did absolutely NOTHING! Exactly what weekends are intended for.
Then today I had to go to school, had to hand in some stuff, take a test and talk to one of my tutors.
Now I am back home and I am literally drained of all energy, mentally aswell as physically. My back and hip hurt, my eyes seem to be unable to stay open for longer than 10 minutes and I felt like crying ever since I left that schoolbuilding.
Maybe it has to do with the talk to my tutor.
I had to ask her if it would be possible to do my next placement in stages, because due to family circumstances I won't be home for two weeks in November. Well, the woman she is, there was a very blurry and confusing answer. She is always confusing everybody, including herself. She told me it would not be possible to take two weeks off school and that I better just sit this semester out and do it next year....EXCUSE ME???!!! I think I said I would be willing to do whatever it takes to make sure I finish this year on time...I already have plans for next year and I am not willing to give those up because YOU can't arrange for something.
Luckily I have my boss (read: mother lol) on my side and she is going to help me do whatever it takes to make sure I can finish my placement and more importantly my course within this academic year.
I guess it's the explaining why I feel I have to go those two weeks what got to me. It reminded me of how much my family has been through and how difficult it has been for all of us. I noticed how difficult I still find it to express myself and how hard it is to explain and say what you feel and think. I was almost in tears when I was talking to her, but managed not to...pfft who cries nowadays anyway...such a sign of weakness! ( I know deep down inside that this is not true, it's not weak, but still I don't allow myself to cry and if I do I hate myself for it time and time again).
I was so pissed off at everything when I left the schoolbuilding I couldn't even think straight...turned on my mp3-player full blast, so I guess the people travelling on the metro and the train with me got a pretty good picture of what music I listen to...fuck them anyway..
I am so done with school and life this way....sometimes I just wish I could stop the world from spinning one day...preferably in the mornings between sleeping and waking, when reality hasn't hit you that hard yet and you seem to be feeling happy I guess.
How great would it be to be able to lie in bed all day, thinking happy and warm fuzzy thoughts about things you are looking forward to, or dreaming about that one guy you fancy or just know that you can fall back asleep and the world will wait for you this one time to wake up and feel better.
My favourite time of day is waking up, being in that twilight zone and just don't let reality in your life yet. It's even better when you're with someone...waking up, turning 'round, hugging your love and fall back asleep like that...all warm, loved, yeah I guess you get the picture.
I Told the sun, not to shine and stay away
I Told the lake, to go dry and wash away
Am I wrong, am I strong, walk away
do I know there are no words to say
Am I yours, Am I mine, anyway
Do I know there are no words
I am the only princess, I'm indestructible
I am winged victory, I am so breakable
I am the distant planet, I am the golden sun
I am the broken pieces, I am the lonely one
Asked the sky, to fall down on you
Asked the night, to be solid proof
Am I good, am I bad, or the same
Am I bad, am I worse, stay away
Is there anything else left to say,
Are there really any words
I am the flying spaceship, Identifiable
I am the perfect lover, tell me I'm loveable
I am the distant planet, I am the purple sun
I am the highest mountain, I am the lonely one
So here's me now, without you
I Turn the lights out, without you
Should I be frightened, without you
Always night now without you
I am the darkest morning, I am the sleeping fool
I am the wandering gypsy, I'm right here next to you
I am the distant planet, I am the golden sun
I am the empty canyon, I am the lonely one