Welcome back!

Haven't been here in a long time! damn!! even forgot my password and everything hahaha

Between January and now I have been away to study abroad, had a serious fling lol and experienced some other shit.

I got back at like end of May, beginning of June and then spend two months being a jobless bum whoopee for me! But then my mother started to nag big time that I should get a job.

So, I applied for 3 jobs in total and worked at two of them (one of which I am still working at). The other two weren't really my thing so with the first one I just cancelled the application procedure and the second one, well I worked for them once and then I told them I couldn't work anymore due to a physical condition, which is connected to my serious fling lol!

So now I am an employee at a toystore near my house, I like it very much and they give me a lot of freedom in doing what I want and the hours I want to work. I haven't even worked there for a month and already they take my input seriously..that feels soooo good!

Now I am just trying to catch up with school a bit and trying to enjoy my last two months of freedom!!

Have been invited by a friend to come over next Saturday and have dinner there (pancakes yummy!!) and then just hang out with her and her friends, watching a film or something like that. Thing is that I have to be home on time again the day after because we have this family outing, big whoop! My aunt and uncle are married for 40 years ( I still don't understand how she puts up with him!!??) now and they decided to do something with their kids and grandchildren, so I wonder...since when am I a kid or grandkid of theirs?

Well I guess it's ok to go, because get to spend time with my two favourite boys in the whole world and everything is being paid for lol so yeah...I'll drag my sorry ass back to my house very early Sunday morning, take a quick shower and act all happy again the remainder of the day ;)

Oh right, now I know you're dying to here about my "serious fling".

I'll refer to him as Mr. X because I am original like that ;)

Mr. X and I met through our course, both being in England at the time. Appearantly the first time I met him I dragged him out onto the dancefloor and made him dance *cracks whip* and yeah, that is according to him, I can't say I remember much about it and I wasn't even drunk!

So, couple of times after that we just talked a lot, I danced a lot lol, because I love to dance, and invited him to my place a couple of times.

Then at one particular Theme night (999 night, similar to 911) at the student bar he was coming on to me like crazy. I'd brought a watergun (no not made out of water, but out plastic and you fill it with water duh) and filled it ofcourse, that's me. So when he came in (totally soaked by the way poor lad) I started to make sure he wouldn't get dry for the remainder of the night :P

At one point I must have let my guard down because he stole my gun from me, the cheek! and started using my own weapon against me, everytime aiming for either my face or my friends south from my face.

When we finally called it truce we were just messing around a bit, not like that you perv, like he was sitting at one end of the couch and me and my friend on the other side. Still, he had a particular look in his eyes and we so took advantage of him. Pretended to kiss eachother (the girl and I) and then touching ourselves and were doing sexy things on the couch...you could tell by the look on his face that we got him turned on haha.

So, crazy stuff aside, he set next to me and we were just observing some couples and he told me:

"You know what would be nicer than that whole bf gf thing, just kissing"

yup literally said that and then tried to kiss me. So uhmm yeah I was very nice, turned my face away when he tried to kiss me, said I was shy :P

Must be honest here, I really don't like kissing in public, especially not when it's a so called "first kiss". He was kind of disappointed and sent me a text after the party if I was really shy or just not interested, well I must admit that I definately WAS interested, couldn't think of anything else than kissing him lol, so yeah I sent him a text back saying that I really was shy.

Proved it to him when he came over a week later and we kissed anyway...it was really nice and stuff, knowing you can having a good time without being in love.

Anyway, one thing led to another and we ended up doing more than just kissing. It was all very nice, just a pity that he wasn't the "I want you now so I'll take you now" kind of guy.

Hey! sometimes a girl just wants a man who takes what he wants ;) so that was kind of a bummer, the rest was just plain nice and fun :) and I am not regretting any of it! :)

So, that ended when I came back home, I was a little bummed at first, but must admit that I am now enjoying my single-life again and am planning on staying single for a while...I'll just see what happens...and maybe in the future I'll meet a cute, nice, funny, charming (messy blonde haired), hot and so on guy who I can hit it off with, even if I have to travel all around the world to meet him ;)

Being alone doesn't mean you have to be lonely ;)

FOAD Thursdays!!

Some people!! UGHHHH SOME PEOPLE!!!!! Everyone I know is allowed to bitch about someone....one of my friends ( here she comes again) is always bitching to me about other people...but as soon as I open my mouth she bitches at me!! I should STFU about the person I was bitching about, because that person didn't mean what she said to me...well, fuck that, I can bitch about anyone I want!! Anyway...she's being annoying on and off....and today is ON!! Ok, I was bitched at, then on the bus she has to act centre of attention with our classmates..fine...then after we get back she asked me if we should go to the supermarket, I said I didn't need to..ok...then on the way home she starts to bitch about not going to the supermarket, so another friend says: let's go now then? Bitch remark number ...(fill in yourself): No, it's too late now!! STFU!!! Girl get a clue...as I said before, if you want something done then open your fucking mouth, because with other people than me you don't....but as soon you can use it against me you remember where it is....well, FUCK OF AND DIE!!! DON'T FUCKING BITCH AT ME AND ACT TOTALLY INNOCENT AFTERWARDS.....ONE OF THESE DAYS YOU'LL GET A BITCHFLOOD BY ME AND I HOPE YOU DROWN IN IT!!!!

FOAD Thursdays!!

Where do some people get the nerve from to call others lyers!!!???

Something quite bad happened to my best friend. She dealt with it and tried to move on. Unofortunatly this also had something to do with her now ex-boyfriend. After they broke up she decided to tell him what happened to her ( which took quite some courage) and he reacted ok-ish.
Now, ever since they broke up he's been verbally abusing her, calling her names, pathetic, attention-addict..you name it he said it. He also finds it necessary to pinch her, hold her down on her bed or the couch ( yes due to circumstances they still live in the same house). He is being a total asshole. Whenever my friend decides to ignore some actions, he comes up with new action to hurt her feelings or just hurt her in every sense of the word!!
He is also really being selfish...when he gets all the attention and stuff all is well, when he gets to use my friend for money or attention there is no bad word said...but once she started saying no to him, actually standing up to him then he gets low...like really really low...the shithead!!

Well, anyway, this week he decided to try something new and told her that he though everything she had told him about that bad thing was a lie...a total and utter lie...just her seeking attention from people again. WTF!!! I won't go in to details..but what happened can have a serious impact on women's lives and what he did was just beyond low...

SO DEAR MISTER J. I HOPE THAT SOMETIME SOON YOU WILL MEET SOMEONE WORSE THAN YOU AND WHO TREATS YOU THE SAME WAY AS YOU ARE TREATING MY FRIEND. I WISH THAT YOU ARE TOTALLY DEPENDANT ON THAT PERSON (my friend isn't though) AND THAT THERE IS NO WAY OUT FOR YOU. YOU WILL REAP WHAT YOU SOW....

J. FUCK OFF AND DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last one I promise!!

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

oooooh I am an expert kisser!! I must say I have never gotten any complaints :P
Too bad lately there has been a lack of kissing in my life. After I broke up with the ex there has been no-one. Not that I hate being on my own, actually it is kind of nice not having to think of other people's feelings and just mind my own business...do what I want.
But like the next person I do want to feel special and loved and all that mushy shit. I know that I will meet someone eventually...and even if I didn't it wouldn't be the end of the world.

I mean some people act like it is the end of the world when you don't have a partner...I just don't see it that way. I can like a guy and then decide not to do anything with that...I can be just as happy and relaxed on my own. There are always advantages and disadvantages to being single...but at this moment with christmas and everything coming up I don't mind being on my own. No weird family in-law, not having to buy an expensive present for a particular boyfriend...as I am always broke that caused some problems in the past :P

Anyway...I am flu-ish..meaning I have the flu so headachy, sick to my stomach..cry cry boohoo...so done rambling :P I'll continue my happy single talk some other time :P:P

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Oh My God!!

Reading the blog of DutchBitch and doing some small tests really got me addicted to them!!! I won't bore you with too many..but I will post the nicest one ( in my opnion)

Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf

"I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom.

What's Your Theme Song?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Hmm I should try this more often then *lol*

Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents

You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year. Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole!

What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

You Were Mostly Nice This Year!

Sure, you had your naughty moments... but guess what? Santa was probably sleeping when you were living it up. As far as he's concerned, you've been on your best behavior. So cross your fingers, and you might score good presents.

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Shit!!! That guy is soo wrong..but ok by asking wrong questions you get a wrong outcome....

You Are Vixen

Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty!

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Sinterklaas...

In the fourth century a.d. St. Nicholas (in dutch called "Sinterklaas" or "Sint Nicolaas"; in german called "Sankt Nikolaus") was the bishop of Myra, which is now situated in Turkey. According to the legend, he saved his town from starvation. He is also said to have revived three dead children, and to have offered gifts of dowries to poor girls. Some sources say that he died on the sixth of December in 343. In 1087 his relics were taken to Bari in Italy. It is unclear why, according to the Dutch tradition, he comes from Spain. Possibly it has something to do with the fact that St. Nicholas was the patron of sailors. In the 17th century Holland was famous for its navigation. Maybe by contact with Spanish sailors this myth began. It could also explain why St. Nicholas has "zwarte (black) pieten" to help him because the Moors dominated Spain for several hundreds of years. (Another [more popular] explanation for "zwarte piet" being black is that he has come down the chimneys so often that he can't wash the dirt off.)

His legendary gifts of dowries to poor girls led to the custom of giving gifts to children on the eve of his feast day, 6 December. The companions of St. Nicholas (in Germany and Austria they are called "Knecht Ruprecht" or "Krampus") show the victory over evil. Together with his "pieten" he visits children to punish the evil ones and to reward the good ones. The worst punishment is to be taken to Spain in "zwarte piet's" bag out of which the good children get the sweets (called "pepernoten", "taai-taai", or "schuimpjes") and presents. A less radical punishment is to get the "roede" (rod) instead of presents. Nowadays there are not much evil children any more...

A few weeks before his feastday St. Nicholas comes to Holland (and Belgium) on his steamer with all his "pieten" and the presents which they prepared in Spain during the year. This event can be seen on Dutch television. From his arrival in Holland till his feastday the children can put their shoes in front of the fireplace. During the night St. Nicholas visits all the houses by travelling over the roofs on his horse, traditionally a white/grey (called "Schimmel" in dutch), and "zwarte piet" enters the houses through the chimney to put little presents in the children's shoes. Sometimes the children put straw, carrots and water near the shoe for the horse.

On the eve of his feast day St. Nicholas visits all children. After knocking on the door he gives them a bag full of presents (if they were good children). Early in the morning of 6 December, when he has visited everyone, he leaves and goes back silently to Spain, to come back next year.

Well, we celebrated Sinterklaas at school as well, together with our non-native Dutch classmates ( yes I am also in college, but I work on the side ;) that explains a bit :P). We wrote poems for each other and bought a present to go along with it..or vice versa :P

Here you can read the poem I wrote and the poem that I got together with my present :P:P

Dear Marianne,

Here is a poem,
Presented by Piet,
It is very cheesy,
Like the smell of his feet.

Hair as the sun, eyes as the sea
Who in the world would not want to be?
This girl with a smile that shines so bright,
It would lighten up even the darkest of nights.

A friendly spirit,
And creative mind,
She puts her heart in it,

She’s one of a kind.
Full of cheer,
Never a frown,
It is ever so clear,
She is never down.

Tracy’s her friend,
And when they are able
They seem like two children,
When they spill drinks on the table.

She likes to kiss men,
But also kissed Andra,
I don’t know what to say next,
So, bla bla bla bla

She likes not Milk, she likes not White,
She only wants Dark to bite.
So grab a guy, take your pick,
Spread it out and start to lick!

Sint and Piet

I gave her Chocolate Bodypaint and she said it was the perfect gift for her!! :D:D Yay me :P

So, here comes the poem I got:

It's that time of year, when Sinterklaas decides (once again) if Adriane has been a good girl or not!!!
Adriane has grown a whole year older and has become rather hot!

She went all the way to England to live without her brother and mum,
And as she didn't like the food there, lost most of her bum!

She used to go to the student union with the rest of the class,
And if Sinterklaas was judging her on her dancing skills, she would definitely pass.

Not only is Adriane great at dancing and shaking her ass, she also has become great friends with all of her class!!

Adriane is doing ever so well in school this year,
And when it comes to her assignments, she has nothing to fear!

So Sinterklaas would like to say that he is very proud of you,
And everything you ( in the future) decide to do!

I hope you know who I am,
And if not I don't give a damn!

Don't forget to keep dancing to the tracks of Queen,
Otherwise next year I will be very mean!!!

I liked it :D:D
Anyway, off for some preparation for work tomorrow..yay :(